HOMEWORK, HOMEWORK, HOWEWORK! YUCK!

That is all it seems that I do lately! IS HOMEWORK! An occasional date! But homework is controlling my life! 3 classes is a lot and especially this semester, 1) microeconomics (yuck),,2) Cross-Culture Psychology and 3) CSCI 3201 (computer Course) All in itself can be a difficult course but combine all 3 and wow! I can't believe I actually signed my name to all of these. Too late to pull out now, I have to see all of them through now. This semester ends right before Christmas holidays. I love Christmas... Next semester will be a big one as well, starting in January-March, I will be taking 3 classes at least, maybe 4 depending on how close I am to graduating with my Bachelors. Cameron finishes his school year in June but attends ESY and I might enroll him in one more year and have him go to Kindergarten here as well, so maybe I can get my masters degree then be able to decide where I want to move after that! Since my retirement is in July 07, I am at least suppose to have 6 months, maybe a year to decide where to ship my HHGs and I might take them up on it and wait it out depending on where I am at in my studies and where I am at financially. Who knows what can happen?

Earth Quake-Wakes you up to more than the Earth Shaking!

This will bring to light if you have ANY common sense to appreciate what you have and to hold onto tight, to the ones you love and to love them each and everyday! I watched my son sleep last night with no lights, no music, no sound, just him breathing and you know, it was so peaceful! So thank God for what you have!

My Girls in Tennessee! Look How Beautiful!

Aren't they Just Beautiful! I can't wait to post MORE! Sitting here at home doing HOMEWORK!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! 39 YEARS YOUNG!

DAMN IT, AREN'T I ONE SEXY WOMAN! ARRFFFF! Turning 39 on 12 October! Feel more than 50 sometimes but it is all ok! The son is sleeping and I have tons of homework sitting in front of me! I am preparing to put 2 hours into some computer homework then off to bed I go for some shut eye while all of my friends are preparing to leave for Tennessee for their BODYFORLIFE CHAMPIONSHIP WEEKEND! I am missing out! But I have to remember that I will see them again next summer and I will be looking BETTER than EVER! BETTER THAN THIS! and BUSTING OUT CHRISTINA AGUILERA for all the BFLers! I have a special treat for them! :)- I love you guys! Wish I was with you!

Featured Challenger Round 3 BFL Competition!

YEAH ME! RAH RAH RAH! I am so proud of myself! My eyes filled up with tears as one of my dearest friends called me on the phone and told me that I would ONE OF THE FEATURED CHALLENGERS of ROUND 3 and I was on the BFL WEBPAGE! I just had Nasal Surgery to correct a Deviated Septum and could hardly breath but I didn't care and I am sure that crying like a baby didn't help! But I didn't care about that either! The last 4 weeks of my competition was the toughest! Up at 0345 to run on my treadmill if only for 20 minutes because my back would start hurting, and I would do another session of cardio at lunch, (bike or elliptical) and then another one after work, then came cutting down on carbs, I thought I was going to kill over! But it was ALL WORTH IT WHEN LINDA CALLED ME,, TEARS WERE RUNNING DOWN MY FACE! I just couldn't believe it! I was so proud!

YOU KNOW YOU'RE GETTING OLD WHEN....

I turn 39 on 12 October and I am not looking forward to it at all.
One reason is that 40 is right behind it! and Then it is all over
for this old bird! I am still SINGLE, don't even have any real prospects.
Some guys are beating around but none that have stepped up to the plate. Too chicken shit to take the plunge! Gee do I have too many chicken shits running around! I got more guts than they do and that sucks. I want someone in my life, I deserve someone in my life and so does Cameron. Especially Cameron! I just don't want to go thru another Holiday Season by myself again! And my Best Friend of 10 years will be moving from the Island in November BEFORE thanksgiving and then I know the shit will hit the fan then! So expect for me to break down! I thought I would post these and try and have a little fun at turning a year older!

YOU KNOW YOU'RE GETTING OLD WHEN

All of your favorite movies are now re-released in color.
At cafeterias, you complain that the gelatin is too tough.
Conversations with people your own age often turn into "dueling ailments."
Everything hurts and what doesn't hurt, doesn't work
In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first.
It takes a couple of tries to get over a speed bump.
It takes longer to rest than it did to get tired.
It takes twice as long to look half as good.
Many of your co-workers were born the same year that you got your last promotion.
No one expects you to run into a burning building.
People call at 9 p.m. and ask, "Did I wake you?"
People no longer view you as a hypochondriac.
The clothes you've put away until they come back in style... come back in style.
The little gray-haired lady you help across the street is your wife.
The pharmacist has become you new best friend.
There's nothing left to learn the hard way.
Things you buy now won't wear out.
When getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot.
When happy hour is a nap
When you are cautioned to slow down by your doctor instead of the police.
When you realize that caution is the only thing you care to exercise.

You and your teeth don't sleep together.

You begin every other sentence with, "Nowadays"

A LETTER TO SHOW HOW TO HANDLE THE HATERS!!!

I received this letter from a positive Young Lady this Morning that has been following all this Drama ever since I was announced as Round 3 Featured Challenger! She handed me this letter this morning and man, did it hit home! I hope you enjoy it as much as I did!

How to Handle haters:

A Hater is someone that is Jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall.
When you make YOUR mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful who you share your blessings and your dreams with because some folk can't handle seeing YOU blessed. It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else He would have given you what He gave them.

You don't know what people HAVE GONE THROUGH to get WHAT THEY HAVE.
The problem with HATERS is that they see YOUR GLORY, but they don't know your STORY.
If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too. :D

We've all got some haters among us: Some people don't like it that you can

*Come to church
*Get your praise on
haters don't want to see you Happy
*Haters don't want to SEE YOU SUCCEED
Haters don't want you to get the VICTORY

Most of our haters are people that are supposed to be ON OUR SIDE.

How do you handle the haters who you at least expect to have your guard up against?

You can handle your haters by:

1. Knowing who you are and what you believe; who your TRUE FRIENDS are
2. Having a Purpose
3. By remembering what you have is by Divine Perogative and not Human Manipulation

PURPOSE does not mean having a job. You can have a job and still be unfulfilled.
A purpose is having a clear sense of what God has called you to be.
Your purpose is not defined by what OTHERS THINK ABOUT YOU.
You will always be trying to get stuff because the more stuff you have will not improved what others think about you, what others think will last as long as the stuff lasts

When God gives you a favor, you can tell your haters, "Don't look at me...
Look at who is in charge of me. REMEMBER, IT AIN'T ABOUT YOU, BUT IT'S ALL ABOUT GOD.

Cameron is Eye Balling the Cake and NOT the Camera!

Look at that Baby Stare at that cake! Heck I would too, and man was it delicious! Saved the car and the candles and we dug in! Sorry Elsie, over 30 people was here and they ate it all!

Cameron's Birthday Party!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE MAN!

Cameron had a BLAST! I am SO HAPPY! Just LOOK AT HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE! I accomplished my goal and that was for him to have the HAPPIEST DAY OF HIS LIFE! He ran, he jumped, he played, he swam in the pool, and he opened his gifts and just look how cute he was when all 3o people sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

This was Cameron opening his FIRST GIFT! Just look at his CUTE FACE! How precious is that right there! And there is the back of my head watching on while he held his new clothes up! What a SMILE! Makes a MOMMA PROUD!

New Blog, New Start will try this One More Time!

Ok, One more time! I think I've got it! I will rebuild this blog and try and watch what I put on it! This blog will contain trials and tribulations and achievements of myself and my son in regards to our lives to include his constant struggle with Autism and mine to understand and deal with it, and for me to achieve my Best Level Of Fitness! Some Goals That I wanted to accomplish before the next cruise was:

1) Lose another 40lbs
2) Obtain a lean body mass of 20% BF
3) For my son to tell me that he LOVES ME ( GOAL ATTAINED on 27th September)
4) For my son to be able to say the entire alphabet and count to 20!
5) To pay off 2 bills, and 1 will be paid off before Christmas so I am on my way of obtaining this one and becoming more financially sound prior to me retiring from the USN in July 2007!
6) To find that someone special in my life (still working on that one)
7) To hopefully place in the BFL competition or become a BFL spokesperson! (Featured in Round 3) YEAH YEAH YEAH! RAH RAH RAH!


Now, God may have other plans for me and my son, but for now, those are my goals!